To a special bunch of you.

I know that most of you all now wouldn't want to speak to me. I understand. You people might be thinking that i am ignoring you all. You people might be thinking i don't care anymore. I'm sorry. It may seem that way, but trust me, its not. In fact, everyday i miss you all. I really do.

I have my reasons. I don't need all of you to know. I don't need all of you to understand. Its something which i have to face on my own. I'm sorry. I really miss working with you people, i miss the outings we would have, the meet ups @ the "spot", and everything else we would do together. But if you people have already put me out of this circle of friendship, i don't blame you all. I understand. I'm just saying that i really miss you people.

As for that "plan" that your fellow friends have, i personally say, don't take too long to decide. Just give it a try. Don't be afraid. If you all think along the way, it is abit hard for you all, then you can always inform your fellow friends. This people are trying hard to bring your friendship to the next level. I really urge you people, give it a shot. Help them. They need you, Every single one of you. But if you are really not interested then that is a totally different story.

To my dear friend.

I really miss you alot. I miss the morning bus rides to school, the 1st break sandwich meet up, the 2nd break go makan or go to spot, the conga and djembe talk, the walk home, the hand-shake and the hug, and most importantly, YOU. I miss it all. I'm sorry. I remembered you saying, "do what you have to do, as long as we can get the old Syazni back". This is what i am doing.

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A Happy NIGHT!

Its my first time in BLOCO SINGAPURA. Ok, now who says playing surdo is boring. I think its nice to play the surdo. Especially when you're playing either the "cutting" or "Macasau"(i don't think the spelling is correct)". And remember, the most important thing in playing Samba is... "THE SWING". It so important. Without it, your playing will just sound so military. It was cool learning under Syed Ahmad, Omar, Sham, Jo and the rest. It was an experience. I would definately come for their practices. Actually, am looking forward for it.

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To YOU.

I know your head is spinning because of the situation you're in right now. I know the feeling sucks. I know reality does bite you, and it will definately hurt. I'm sure you know it too. Like i said, and you've also promised already, don't ever say you've lost hope. I want you to be happy. I'm here for you at this bad moments, and i do want the happy you also. Just for your info, although we don't really do talk much, but i do care for you. Be happy ok? If you need to, settle those unsettled stuff before it gets even worse. If you do need someone to talk to, just know that i am here for you, anytime.

Don't forget to check your schedule. We'll catch Body of Lies and lets have some nice sweet munchies and just have a happy time this weekend ok?

- Syazni "Syaz-Bo" Sukarman -

SyaZ (pronounced as "S-H-A-Z")
SyaZ-Bo
Syazzy
...and the list goes on...

you wanna here the sounds that lingers within me,
sounds that can't be heard, but can be noticed.
sounds hidden from the surface,
these are the sounds of words within.
if you want to stick around,
you gotta be prepared to listen to the sounds.
not with your ears,
but with your eyes.