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Sunday, September 21, 2008 ' 9:46 PM


This goes to everyone who have brought a great meaning to me! *IJ*


To my brothers, sisters, my motivations, my inspirations, my strengths...

I would like to take this wonderful moment, in this month of blessings to apologise for what have happened in this past week or so. I am deeply greatful and honoured for having the chance to get to you each and everyone of you. Until today, created a bond so close, unseen by our very eyes, but felt by our very hearts.

After what was said and shared on friday night, i've come to realise something that i did not notice until then. That is perhaps we have been doing this thing that we do for quite some time that i felt like i have put too much expectations on you people and that i forget that we are all still learners. I forget how the feeling was when i was still in all your shoes. I forget what it was like to do mistakes. I forget what it was like to support when another when things go wrong. Most importantly, i forget about myself. All i wanted was to produce a standard that could be considered far better from others. I wanted you all to be with me, and by doing so, i am actually pushing you all further from me. That is where my mistake was.

Alot of things have been happening to me this past few weeks. Even minutes before i wrote this. Yes, i am a man. But i am an ordinary man, who have fears. My emotions recently went all over. My mind is blocked and my heart is not at ease. But i try my best not to mix it all up. If i am angry during practice, its not because of any other personal things. Trust me.

On that friday night, i was so dissapointed that i could not find myself to talk to you people. Not that i hate, but because i love you all. I was afraid to tell you all my dissapointment because i did not want you all to feel dissapointed. But what i did was actually bringing you all down with me. I am sorry.

You all have been the sunshine when the rain was falling on me. I love you all so much. It was wrong for me to say some of those things i said on Friday after the rehearsals. When we had our group hug, i felt the kind of feeling that i never felt before. Tears running down from my eyes. Tears of joy that i have you people at this time. You have all been like a family to me in these short time.

This is my promise to all of you IJ. I won't give up. Starting from this Monday, we're gonna forget all the fancy-smancy stuff and lets get back to one thing. TOGETHER-NESS. Lets bring back all the positivity. Lets function as a unit this time. A unit that goes on even when one is down. A unit that can be independant, but when together, are indestructable. I promise that we will make it through, and lets make every practice from now on a more serious yet memorable and enjoyable one.

YUSSIE, MILLY, YANIE, FAIZ, FAI, WANN, DAN, NATT, ROSY, NINI...

This is my promise to you all. Aku sayang korang sangat2. So help me in these times when i am lost, so that i can come back and be there to help all of you together as a team.

Thanks Yussie.... i still remember .... "be strong"

From someone who loves and care very much for all of you...

Syazni Sukarman.


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