Sunday, September 28, 2008 ' 8:56 PM
5th post of the day! One with greater meaning...
I know you people might be thinking, why the hell am i writing so many posts in one day. I have no idea as well. Just to tell you, there is 5 in total. This is the last post of the day... I hope.To a special friend of mine...
Yesterday, when i saw you there sitting, waiting for me, i really felt like hugging you and tell you that things will be alright and you'll be alright. But i know that it ain't time yet. I felt awkward too. Everytime i spoke, your try to give the shortest response you could. But i understand.
But the thing that made me happy yesterday, was that i was able to see you again, to see you laugh during practice. Somehow, we talked about this before. About how when we are playing music, it just puts away everything in our mind for that moment.
This is a friendship that really means something to me, and i dare to say that it means something to us. Like i said before. This is a friendship that started with nothing and grew into something big. In only a month, we felt total happiness and utter sadness. Something that don't usually happens to a friendship in such short time. But it takes a longer time to heal the wounds that has been caused. But just like any other wounds, it will heal. Some wounds leaves a scar, some don't. But even if it does, scars not necessarily be a reminder of a bad moment. Scars can be a reminder of a happy moment, a moment of victory over struggle. A moment of happiness over sadness.
Right now, the only thing that can bring you back to us is TIME. No matter how long it takes, we'll be waiting. No matter how long, I still love you, o'bestfriend of mine. We love you! I'll be looking forward to that moment when we would hug each other, cry if we have to, laugh if we could, and tell each other how much we miss, and how much we love one another. Tell each other of our sorry(s), and hope that from that moment on, we would go through the tough times together.
I know how much this song means to you. I didn't tell you this, but remember the card i made for you when i tried to cheer you up? The yellow and green card? and after that i went up for awhile and i told you i'd be right back. I actually asked the guy playing the piano if he could play for me a song. Actually i wanted him to play a song, so that i can dedicate it to you. But sadly, the guy was not really a pianist. Darn, plan backfired! I asked him to play you this song... I don't have the song with me, but its a song that you listened to when you were down, and i remembered you gave me a link to that song when i was down... but here is the lyrics.
(You can try to imagine me singing it also... oops, just kidding. Won't want to spoil the song for you. hehe.)
"Oh if someone writes a songWith a simple rhymeJust a songWhere his feeling showAnd if someone feels the sameAbout the simple songOh sometimesYou can hear them singMusic gives you happiness or sadnessBut it also, it also heals your soulLet the music heal your soulLet the music take controlLet the music give youThe power to move any mountainOh if someone plays pianoWith some simple chordsSo melodicAnd endearing, tooAnd oh if someone plays guitarWith the old pianoAnd maybeYou can hear them singMusic gives you happiness or sadnessBut it also, it also heals your soulLet the music heal your soulLet the music take controlLet the music give youThe power to move any mountain"Let the music heal your soul...
Your's Truly,
Syazni Sukarman.
P/S: "Aku doakan agar hatimu cepat sembuh. Amin."
Sounds of peace. Avenue of Love.
